indeed it would appear i've had a rather lengthy needle rammed through the muscle in my mouth. the pain now has numbed from aid, but the hunger in my stomach hurts more anyway. i cant post this on facebook as my dad now has it and might freak at me, which would be as expected and predicted. he mustn't know aha.

it has snowed

and snowed

and snowed

and is supposed to

snow a little more.

i dont really mind, i enjoy the sleep. ive slept through the most of it.

smoked the rest away, cant be any good for an open wound i guess, dont care.

and now of all times i come home and i

cant sleep, wont sleep

its god awful

and as much as id love to deny it forever i think its the lack of a certain someone beside me that simply upsets my mind & body, subconsciously perhaps. who knows? i dont, all i know is i cant rest. or be bothered with capital letters and full punctuation, not tonight. not this morning.

new york soon, i have to get a new passport and a vast amount of money in a very short time, looking forward to it? not really.